Wednesday, January 21, 2009

Back to Reality!!!

Hello everyone, we are back from our vacation. It was so nice to relax for a week and do nothing, excpecially before we start the IVF process again. Well before we left I started my supplements. I was really looking forward to taking the Royal Jelly/Bee Pollen, but I took it one day and had an allergic reaction. :( so no more of that. But I am still taking organic viatmins, DHEA, and some other things. I have started going to the Chiro, I just feel so good when I leave there. Start accuptunture next week. I go back to me RE (fertility doctor) next week. He will be checking for cysts. If I have any I will stay on birth control another month, if I dont we will get the green light to start IVF. I am SO excited yet scared out of my mind. I told myself nothing but positive thoughts this time, but its so hard. I always go back to the "what ifs", I need to stop that. God had a plan for us, and I just have to have faith. Faith that God knows when the time is right for Cecil and I to have a baby, faith he is going to carry us through this time, faith that even after he gives us the joy of a postive pregancy test that he carrys us through the first 12 weeks safely. He has done it for many women, that were told they did not have any chance, so I have faith he will do it for us.
Thank you all for support! Kari

1 comment:

  1. Good for you for having faith! God can do some amazing, amazing things... but he does them in His timing. Though it can be so difficult to understand, it's worth the wait and we can always look back at our obstacles in the long run to say that they were meant to happen the way that they did. :)
    Glad you had a wonderful vacation... looking forward to seeing pictures!